People Fall In Love

Before I start singing the over-sung song those words (^up top) remind me of, lemme just start by saying: UGH.

By this time I had forgotten what my train of thoughts were when I had written the first sentence of this post. -bcs delay-
But that being said, I still can imagine the destination my train was going to. Love. People. And falling?

Two times I would say, I had used the words being in love yet I had strayed from calling it falling in love or to have fallen in love. For reasons as to words and its meanings. Nobody exactly wants to be overly technical but I find myself to be very, very technical when it gets to details, and that of matters of the heart.

Who's to say they're some love guru really? And I would probably be the least candidate because my friends would say I "lack experience" thereof to put it bluntly. Heck, what's that even supposed to mean? I am knowledgeable of these "things" in life, and I am also very well capable of feeling such "things" in life. -haha-

But I probably would or should just give that disclaimer. I am no expert nor am I Papa Jack. Although I do know who the expert of experts is and He tells me a whole lot about love and its demises.

Being in love~
I could claim I know what it means and, with that saying, it's not necessarily what we mean when we say "I'm in love with God." It's true, it always will and always has begun with Him in the first place. As everything and not just love has been birthed from; our Creator and Maker, our Master and Lover.
Yet He does and did mean for us to love one another and to have and cherish another by our side. Mostly.

It's something we either dream of with unrealistic virtues or it's something we dread and rather run away from because of losing its tenderness during a fragile stage or experience that breaks us. You choose which spot in the spectrum you place yourself on.
This race called life is dark. It can be very dark, and even remain that way unless we open the windows of our eyes and the doors of our hearts and the very beings of our souls to an unending, ever-magnificent, and poweful light.

Lights~
Love could really bring up or light up a person in so many parts of his being. He can live again, is what it might be like. It would depend very much on the person as to what memories and desires flash through his mind when love is felt, thought of, or desired. Sometimes it could scare you so much. I know it does for me.

People~
I could say I love people; being more extroverted than introverted as a person (I would say ambivert) I do love people. Their stories, random musings, beautiful expressive ways and antics, and HUGS! HUGS. Yes. I love finding out what people are good at, what their stories are, wisdom from the aged, or just plain weirdness in this century.

But everybody knows what it means to be scared; scared of love, scared of falling out of love, scared of being in love, and scared of not having to love or be loved. Saying that, it mostly comes from the perspective of a romantic kind of love. I could say that Jesus gives us that. But that would be weird-ish-in-a-way plainly because there exists that kind of love for us anyway.

Romance and the likes. My thoughts on myself to be in situations of romance had begun when I was a tiny little creature who had no inklings whatsoever with love. For my sister and I, we would learn and hear about "having a boyfriend" or "marrying" after you accomplish or establish a whole lots of other things in life. And maybe you would occasionally think how much happiness romance may bring you.

Not unless you're a staunch hater for romance or the likes from birth on... I would be interested to know what that would mean though. I mean, sometimes (all the time) I just hope for all the burning emotions on love inside of me to just disappear. PLEASE. :D it would do me and the entire ecosystem of the human race a lot of favor, for the time being at least, I guess.

Vah, all this love and romance talk is just making me (I don't know) uneasy. As I bet it would for hundreds of other youth or young adults, mostly, out there. Maybe I should just stop at it with this for now. It's a natural way or course of life, yes, to marry and grow with a family, a supernatural community, and to love life; to live it enough as much as we have been given. But that's either tainted for me right now, or just extremely hazy and unattainable -lol drama- but I do know one thing:

I have been redeemed by a Man, God's Son himself, and I have been brought out of the depths and crevices of darkness in this world to be taken in and be loved by a Savior and a Father Almighty, in heaven above; in the Kingdom Everlasting for eternity. And as part of Christ's church, I am his bride. I am in a relationship, with him. <3 :D