Even When It Hurts (Praise Song) - Hillsong

Take this fainted heart
Take these tainted hands
Wash me in your love
Come like grace again

 

Even when my strength is lost
I'll praise you
Even when I have no song
I'll praise you
Even when it's hard to find the words
Louder then I'll sing your praise
I will only sing your praise
I will only sing your praise
I will only sing your praise

 

Take this mountain weight
Take these ocean tears
Hold me through the trial
Come like hope again

 

Even when the fight seems lost
I'll praise you
Even when it hurts like hell
I'll praise you
Even when it makes no sense to sing
Louder then I'll sing your praise
I will only sing your praise
I will only sing your praise
I will only sing your praise

 

And my heart burns only for you
You are all, you are all I want
And my soul waits only for you
And I will sing till the morning has come

 

Lord my heart burns only for you
You are all, you are all I want
And my soul waits only for you
And I will sing till the miracle comes

 

I will only sing your praise
I will only sing your praise
I will only sing your praise

 

Even when the morning comes
I'll praise you
Even when the fight is won
I'll praise you
Even when my time on earth is done
Louder then I'll sing your praise
I will only sing your praise

August 26, 2015

I remember what it felt like laughing (FOR REAL) again, after 9 months of stoic deadness. 

I remember shedding a tear too, even if I still couldn't even cry. 

I remember smiling in my heart, and not with a mask, finally.

And that feeling and surreal experience of my 2nd Deliverance, last April of this year...

As well as the whole tumultuous and God-ordained experience at MMRC in Batangas, with CCF Makati, and the #TL4PursuingPassion Retreat.


Words could never be enough to describe what this 20-month journey and more (since 2012 especially) has brought me into.

Darkness? Hopelessness; abandonment from those you've loved the most; losing yourself yet still walking in this world.


And that's aside from loathing everything you'd become from a life you had grown up around: The people, places, events, memories, hard work, sweat, and yes, blood, in working with and for a community you were born into.


With everything from that, and around 95% of its entirety, and the first 18 years of my life, being thrown away to be forgotten; down the drain like nothing but loathed sedimentary and sewage waste.


I hated who I was and could not reconcile the trouble and lostness the whole turn of events had brought me and my family into.


It wasn't about unforgiveness anymore, because my sister and I had learned to do it, last 2012.


It wasn't about disappointments, which many people so thought it was.


It wasn't about the 2nd guy friend I only ever liked, either (eugh wat) ((:
Whom, obviously, a close girl friend of mine liked as well.


I just step away from people, and things, and allow them to move along, and make myself let go of what won't hold me in return; just move forward, plainly spoken.


But it was something else, something real that had brought me into all of this...

You steady my heart.

Everything I need is in You.

I WILL RESIST

bacon temptation....................................................................................

For Narnia, and for Aslan.

Well then,

Be prepared.

More tired-ness = More Wushu MMA training, pls

More work = More Jesus, allday errday

,-,

Kitty :3

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rizal_Park 

:D :)

Photo from:
https://upload.wikimedia.org/wikipedia/commons/thumb/0/06/Kitten_in_Rizal_Park%2C_Manila.jpg/800px-Kitten_in_Rizal_Park%2C_Manila.jpg

And in Your light, I found GRACE.

 

Photo credits:

https://mudpreacher.files.wordpress.com/2012/04/standing-at-the-cross.jpg

Give Up na ako.

I remember writing back then how there's no such thing as a family anymore; a church; purity of friendships; humanity...

And I would like to reitrate. With boldness.

That it still stands true today.

Socializing be like...

I have a darn feeling River is that brown little bby kitten, and Joyce is the mommah cat.

I don't think I'm a cat.


Meanwhile, check out this video of a dog:

https://www.facebook.com/StudentEdgeAU/videos/816000048439461/?__mref=message_bubble

you as a dog

:))))

 

Ian says I am that. :bd

But, is there hope?

I feel horrible.

And this is that post that culminates the overbearing, and multiple effects, that "bottling" everything in has taken me to.

Despair, and so much of it.

I am YOURS.

And YOU are Mine.

<3 :<

This sucks.

A friend told me, mag thug life nalang daw ako.

*pondering*

I want to feel and be seen as human too, for once.

The weather today wanted to match my state.

And in another moment of being by myself to cry alone, again, my playlist was on "Still".

So, yes...

When the oceans rise and thunders roar

I will soar with You above the storm

Father, You are King over the flood

I will

Be still

Know You

Are God

Where Is Love? Why Did She Go?

Why did we have to find each other, just to be as if we've never met, and never will?

Bcs the world is EVIL.

And people are conceived in sin (EVIL).

Psalm 51:5 (NIV)
Surely I was sinful at birth, sinful from the time my mother conceived me.


So I learned to loathe people, and hate my brothers and sisters; wilfully rebel against authority and the Supremacy of the GOD.

YHWH. Chose to love us with a love so deep;

And tragic,

And relentless,

In the person and saving POWER of Jesus Christ.


Who rose from the dead, and we too, when we accept the HOPE to which He so GRACIOUSLY calls us to come.

He is waiting.

Love is waiting.


Our GOD is a GOD of LOVE.

And Wrath,
And Peace,
And Reconciliation,

And RIGHTEOUSNESS.

He is HERE, WITH US, NOW and ALWAYS.
What then, are we waiting on the world for?

Wait, on Him. Our Rock, our PRIZE, our Redeemer, our Friend,

Our HOPE.

Hillsong Live - His Glory Appears

This WORLD is TEMPORARY, other words: TAKE HEART!

These horrible MOMENTS... :(((( Are for golden-future-moment-by-moment MOMENTS. :((((

He Has OVERCOME The WORLD.

"Chains be Broken. Lives be Healed. Eyes be Opened... Christ is REVEALED."